Things are confusing, and I dont know how to take things anymore. As much as I love Felicia im scared that im not good enough for her, or that I just cant committ. All I want in this world is to see her happy, and I dont care if its with me or someone else, she deserves to be happy. I just dont know what to do all I know is I cant walk out of her life and I cant stand to have her walk out of mine. I can honestly say when im with her nothing else matters to me but her smile, She is always going to be my babygirl as stupid as that may sound. And im always going to be there for her when she needs it no matter how much she pushes me away, she is my world and I do love her. But other then that nothing else really confuses me, I just wish she could see what I see when I look at her. She needs to experience everything and right now she is holding herself back from having fun living life, like im sorry in life you cant have any regrets or else your just wasting your time. And I want to be there to help her through everything. But yea I dont know im seeing where life takes, in this crazy confused life.